I’m Afraid of Good Things

I’m afraid of good things…

No, good things that come too early

Times I missed it were times I accessed good things…

good things that came too early

Santa Chair

I have mismanaged the throne once

It was power that came too early

When I was kicked out I protested

But now I know…I wasn’t fit

man-hitting-woman

I have messed up love once…

That too came too early

I spat in her eyes and was right in my eyes

After three decades I look back and throw apologies at the past

***

I have had pleasure too

Sweet taste in my mouth quickly turned sour

T’was pleasure too early

I look back at it in regret

I should have waited a while longer

***

Now in my silent meditation I ask

God…

Please…

Let me access good things….

Only at the right time

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